I’m so tired, but it’s the type of tired sleep cannot help.

Why is life so hard, I wish I was little again when you could play with barbie dolls for hours and hours without any worries, or if something was wrong mum would fix it straight away or if you were upset you cry in her arms and everything would feel much better. Now, my mum barely knows who I am, she has no idea how much im suffering. Im so over all of this, its too much. I just need a break from everything. No worries or regrets, no people complaining or judging. No more homework or study please I cant take this anymore. Im just so tired, I wish i could go to sleep and never wake up.